And AdeleCupcake's family member is coming back from a trip:
REAL SOON.
Like, 2-3 hours soon. That's crazy. Well, it's 1 o'clock in my time zone. Yes, I'm up, worrying, wondering, with all these lingering, nagging thoughts in my way, blocking my path of happy thoughts. I will stand, through the storm of ideas, through the storm of theories. I will stand, still as a statue, intact, without any broken pieces. (This is not literal!) It's so hard to live as a worrier, so enjoy life without worries. Life is short, but the longest thing you do. Make wise choices. Don't worry too much.
Sorry if that was too much of a rant; I tend to do that a lot.
Since I came with AdeleCupcake's family member home once, long ago, maybe the dolls will have a new family member once again. I don't know for sure, as only time will tell. I hope we do, though.
Plus, since it's my birthday, I can't be sure what kinds of presents the other dolls will give me, and what everything would be like, since there is the lingering possibly that there may be new, unfamiliar characters there.
I think Belle was quite generous, letting me do a post on her blog. I really need to get a lot off my chest, and I did it.
AdeleCupcake was busy yesterday, because she has her first band practice (she plays the flute) today and she is ridiculously busy and stressed. I tell her not to worry; her concert is in June (in such a long time!), and for her group music thingamabobber (where she plays a song in a small group), she's got pretty easy songs. What I noticed it that her new band sheet music that she got today is boring, with all that resting and all those whole notes. She's not too worried. She can do it.
"Pressure pushing down on me
Pressing down on you no man ask for
Under pressure that burns a building down
Splits a family in two
Puts people on streets"- Under Pressure- David Bowie and Queen
Pressure. That's what I'm feeling right now, and to all you feeling it, just pass through the storm. It'll get better.
This is Annette, signing off.
Time will tell my future.
And may my future be full of hope.